These past few months seemed to have passed like a blur.
But a lot has happened.
Can't wait to go back and read old entries.
But let's not distract from the purpose of this entry.
I've never felt so like I was drowning until yesterday.
Can't relive the same mistakes.
I did something yesterday that can't be reversed.
But--
My heart has never ached so much over anyone like lately.
I want to move forward and go at it alone.
Words of a wise friend taken from a common cliche, "Sometimes you have to let something/one you love go, and it they come back then it was meant to be."
I'm sorry for being so young.
I'm sorry for not being as understanding as I should have.
You deserve better.
One day maybe we can be that for each other.
Sometimes your best bet is to be alone.
Because apparently my sould quest is not done yet.
Stop racing to the future...
When the present is exactly what makes us who we are.
I miss you. I love you. And I'm glad I'm far away, so I can't worry you.
Someday maybe I can treat those I love as they should be...
Until that day...
*hugs self*
I think I'll just work on catching up with friends.
As LSD says, "Romance is overrated."
Lol no one said anything about love.
Call again.
<3 Je t'aime. Ai shiteru. Te amo. I love you.
