im feeling very complex right now. just not in the mood. i think im slowly losing my mind. everything i once thought was worth it and could work i have many doubts and holes in at the moment. all i can do is pray and stay to myself.
there's a reason i don't write in here.
it's because i can't tell you everything. i don't know who will access this, and then again, they don't even really matter.
just know that i feel very alone as far as my love life goes. i have a feeling that ill be feeling that way for a while. why can't he just open up and not cause me so much grief?
i just wanna roll underneath the covers and forget this all happened.
i feel my destiny in life will run along a lonely journey.
think im borderline depressed.
school doesn't really matter enough right now.
need to get my life on track. maybe my priorities are off.
whatever the case--things can't stay as they are.
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