I won't take this moment for granted

It's not cutting the fabric today.
All I've got to say is I have goals.
Currently all very immediate.
Like this shirt.
License tomorrow.
Relationship clarity soon -_-.
Getting a job.
Saving and NOT spending.

Just need to break this shell.
This thick, overbearing coat of childhood.
Still smelling coffee.

Serenity, solace, and peace of mind.
Think I'll go meditate.