26.12.08

Single does it.


Screw the whole couple shindig.

I only want to be with you if you make the cut. I'm in no rush. As a matter of fact this is the FIRST TIME in my life I can say I'm not lonely. Never again to be with a drag, a hindrance, a hypocrite. I want someone who meets my unique standards. I could go all into that but why? I'm getting older. When my family members asked if I had a boyfriend or what type of wife I will make all I can do is mumble under my breath or a quick, "Oh I'm not talking to anyone."
This is my youth. I should be having the time of my life. And I think it's more than time to get that ball rolling. I want everyday I wake to be a new enjoyable adrenaline rushing mentally and physically stimulating experience.
No need to get involved with anyone in particular. But my eyes and heart are open.

Just learning how to deal with the aching moments of sexual tension. ^.^ Oh yes. I'm soooo glad that's finally calming down.

Guess somewhere deep down I'm done with heartache. It's time to grow up. :DDD

1 comment:

dean. said...

maturity. i look up to you..seriously. i'm sayin though..who needs boys? lmao @ me saying it like that.

do you. have fun. YOU'RE 18!

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