Reorientation.

My blogger account won't open elsewhere. So when I move from this desktop, no more inner workings, at least not here.

Every step I take I leave you further behind. I scramble around, attempting to regain my balance.
You are no longer by my side. I cry from time to time. And I know that's all right.
Everything changes for me. My life is about progression. And spiritual is on the top of my list.
All things and entities superficial always EVENTUALLY become mere memories.
Why am I not interested in anything they say and do?
I feel like it's punishment, but it feels so good to know where I stand.
Unfortunately, that often leaves me on my own.
Are we too defiant for our own good?
No. Jah knows me better than I know myself.
Realistically, with growth and change somethings may drastically become different.
C'est la vie.

Don't think I'll ever forget you.
Because I won't. I love you more than I can show you.
I'm a distant lover. Watchful eyes. Invisible kisses
adorn your cheek and forehead. You deserve to be with
people more approving than I. I am not cynical, only
seeking another path. Some days I dream of you, while
lying in the grass. I know you must go your own way.
Let's just not pretend. I'm not a pretender. Justification
is the base of all my actions. Purpose in every step.
Originality is what I seek. When will we reach the
pinnacle of our missions in this life?
When we stop being afraid to be what we know we are,
and go the way we know is within us.
Fear is only skin deep to me.
Callused. Hardened. Defined. Beaten. Molded.
Solidifying clay. Dirt. Minerals form this being.
As I close my eyes, I watch you all disappear,
One by one.