Rant of Vraiment

In brief, my eyes are tired so I am typing without glasses. The blurry keys are just memorization these days.


Well, impression of living jumps from just surface superficial to spiritual and the great purpose of living. why are we here? why are you here? what do you hope to gain from it all? how will you spend your time? how are you spending it? are you wasting it? as much as I miss you, I reuse to waste the hours on hookah bars, endless club nights and sexually pervading thoughts. I want to attain my nirvana. In union with Jehovah I can actualize whatever I want. I can extend myself to others. I am not selfish nor concerned about my appearance, although I love taking care of my body, I love taking care of everyone. The first step to aiding others is knowing how to aid yourself. That's why we are so lost as a people today I remember I used to fervently pray for wisdom,. I know I'm kind of spacey, but when I think my way through, all the answers become clear with time. Patient. Calm. Relax. Refresh. I love the way we look into each other's eyes are hardly can stand to look away. Pure genuine love. Unabashed. Neverending. I want to hold you at least for the second. This second will last me into next year. I love you. You;ll never have to worry. I will continue to be this way...