17.2.11

Eyelids closed, breath shallow, thoughts refreshing, life--Jah's blessing.


I see this really awesome hiking shoe in my near future. Okay....maybe not this exact one, but this brand. I need and want a real hiking shoe!

I speak in riddles from time to time, but it's alright. The blog is here as way to interact with the world beyond the realm most evident to me. Shayla, I am still tripped out on what your psych prof said about academia and the web. What I am doing right now IS NOT PORNOGRAPHIC. Some of the best learned lessons do not happen in a classroom, so I'm moving on.

I have amazing things on the agenda. Challenges to face at every turn, but everytime one more thing gets done I am reminded that dynamism keeps life fresh. It's so easy to get stuck on the hamster wheel, in a routine world where you become so attached to the familiar that you miss out on life. I will bike soon. Really want to. I really want to run around and fall into the grass smiling up at the sun. But you know something, I really don't like that the seasons are changing super fast. Those of you who follow the weather patterns know what I'm saying. And this transition of seasons is not normal, not for you and me or the animals that have a "mating season" that are trying to reproduce in this odd month that goes against their internal hardwiring. People this is just the beginning of a wave of environmental changes. I just am going to pray a lot. Nothing to do but pray and keep living simply.

Additionally, I am going away this summer. I want to hike the Appalachia. I want to dance on a warm beach. I want to hold a sea turtle in my hands. I want to speak another language with fluency. I want to pray more and grow closer to Jah. I want to dance to a new rhythm. And I will do these things because somehow (through Jah's blessings and free will) I keep doing them. But God I can't wait until the day I can do them with friends again.

For now just stick to your goals. Stick to the list, a good friend of mines says.
If it's not on the list don't worry about it. I'm not worried. I am longing to see you. I can't wait til the day everything is flowing in full again. I love you anyway, even though I can't share all of everything with you. I am longing to be your spiritual support. To inspire you to keep striving, because face it, there is much to be done. You can sit still and watch the world zoom away, or you can ride the wave, and make your mark in your own way.

One way or another, we are in this thing together.

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